The time... lots of things appear in my mind... feel down & be fed up with some matters...
keep thinking some kind some matter do pass in one month ago and etc...
其实每一个懂爱的人都曾经伤害过一个懂爱的人
都曾经失去过想珍惜的人 就是他们懂的太晚 把对方伤的太深
所以当他们懂得了去爱的时候
教会他的人已经再没有力气去爱 再不会做不让他心动的事情 再没有勇气去和他一起珍惜那份难得的爱情
I wonder, should i or shouldn't I return what the Expensive gift from him?? but what for I return to him?? I really can't accept someone is just a friend of mind giving me a valuable things that not worth to do so... & how should i Thanks him and i really wanna ask for the truth why and WHY he'll present a valuable things for me? I not try to blame him but just wanna make himself and myself clear enough that is just friendship will do... till now, i not even sending a message Thanks him... and same he too... may be since when he get know that he's making me so irritating & annoying then...... I only can't accept to receive whats something valuable present from a friend...(may be i really so prig enough than modern now... LOL) never mind... just take it easy and time fly by... then flash all the things away... =D I'm sorry if I hurting u anyway...
should I or shouldn't I?! to make my life interesting? to fulfill the age of 20? to get a try that i never ever brave to do so? to enjoy what i wish? LMAO=Laughing My Ass Off (secret...)
HEALTH, really important...! just wait the call from Dr. ... wish there is a good news from him and found the ways to treat my case... I'm just bringing lots of trouble to my family members now... everyone is concerning about me and even my relative all too... IF if go for surgery during this last sem... IF I pass and graduated my diploma smoothly... i think i also not able to continue advance diploma soon... its take time to recover after surgery. PLUS i'm a girl... will get any effect after surgery? like inability to conceive a child? anyway, just wait and wait...
I'm hating some people look upon with sympathy... A little sarcastically mean to imply / laugh... She's only a normal person who will get temper when she not in a good mood, she'll feel all the happiness and sadness... just not to shout to the person who fed her up and always do digest on her own... how high my EQ... LOL... that's WHY i like a quote :" A day without LAUGHTER is a day wasted".
That's the 3hrs+ insomnia night (it's about 3am+) & make me can't wake up to attend the early morning 8am Lecture... haaa...
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